It is ok to feel doubts, it is ok to feel unsure. It's OK not to perfectly fine. There will be moments of uncertainty, not knowing, confusion, feeling lost even. Come back to your body. Perhaps take a time out of your head. Come back to be here now. Step at the time remember?
Your heart knows all is well. Your heart knows there is nothing to worry about. Perhaps loose a bit of the control, remember the time that you completely surrendered? And suddenly things started to fall in the right place? Perhaps just surrender and chill the fuck out for alignment to happen. (I am for sure telling this myself at this same moment haha)
You are so blessed with many beautiful things in your life already now. Take a pause, look around and realise what you already have, what you have achieved and who you are becoming. We always want things we don't have, we are chasing and chasing. What if living moment to moment is exactly what is meant to be? Being who we want to be in this moment, doing what we want to be doing in the present moment. It is all happening now. Not tomorrow but now. So wherever we want to be in the future will be actually happening in the present moment when it happens anyways.
It's moment of realisation, all that we want or once wanted is already here. It's hard to take in like this in I know, I am still getting the hang of it myself but it is really. Remember a moment when you just realised something? The aha moment? That's pretty much it. What are you grateful right in this present moment? Me personally I am grateful for sitting in my bed, in my comfy satin bathrobe, smelling my favourite incense stick, candles, music, writing a blog. Now realising I would never do such a thing as writing a blog few years ago and here I am now doing it, Getting paid whilst doing so doing work that doesn't feel like work in first place, having more freedom than I ever had and very blessed to choose when I work, not the other way around as it was for many many years.
So in some way I am living the life I once asked for I just don't realise it. It is like this with all of us. Do you see it now? Is already here. That thing you once asked for is happening now. The journey is happening and it's the journey to be enjoyed, so perhaps if you find yourself not feeling so great remember to look for those tiny blessings around you such as smelling your favourite flowers, eating nice meal, the soft touch of your blanket. comfy bed, your body being healthy working 24/7.
How can I make this situation/experience more enjoyable?
What have I achieved so far (small or big)?
What am I grateful for right now in this present moment?
You are exactly where you suppose to be right now doing exactly what you are meant to be doing. IT'S OK! All is well/ You are loved, supported, guided! Be kind to yourself!
Love and Blessings
Lilu xx
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